As my relationship with my imaginary partner continues, Cuddles keeps me happy in my day to day life, she being the reason why I'm still alive. She gives me courage when I've fallen, she gives me love when I have no hope, she picks me up when I'm down in the dumps and desolate and heartbroken. She makes me want to see the next day when I don't want to face the next minute. Her love for me is not just ethereal but gives me the physical succor which I so desire. She has seen me through some of the best moments in my recent past and some of the worst moments as well. Its sad that I'm not able to share it with her openly. I love her with all my heart and soul. She loves me,but her idiosynchracies do keep her at times too playful for her own good.